ha ha. WUT A LIFE. ha ha

i officially c that i really REALLY need to update huh??

CUZ I GOT A PUPPY

AND MY OWN HORSE!

AND MY DRIVERS LICENSE!

SO HAHA. I THINK THATS QUITE AWESUM EH??

em u say ur summer is getting better..mine is off to an AWESUM START AND ITS HARDLY BEGUN!! WOOT WOOT.

BUT I DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH TIME TO UPDATE NOW.SOO MORE LATA..KK.

-OUT-

WOW

so it seems i am not the ONLY one who has been slacking a bit on this xanga thing huh?

cuz last  i checked--today actually i haven't gotten any new subscriptions updates on any of u ppl

oh well. so yea i am officially entering the real world as my mom is saying. its kraz. one day they r telling u when to get up and what to wear and the next your parents are telling u that U HAVE TO MAKE ALL THE DECISIONS. it sux. i mean this summer...mom says i have to get a job..ok not bad..but like i hafta pay for this horse i may be leasing...whihc is like 175 A MONTH!!!. then i have my rats. abt 20 a month. PLUS IF I GET A PUPPY!!! geez. its kraz.!!!and like i am getting my license. becoming  more on my own and making my own decisions...woohoo. haha

and not exactly obeying and going by my parents rules and stuff. :D and making plans for things they mite not approve of :D haha rach and emi! lol

so yea. things r quite interesting. but other than the whole real world thing...things r good. i am jointed wit emi by saying i am high on life. woohoo. there are much deeper things to rite other then that..but i just dont wanna. so yea. tough luck. maybe i shall rite it. who knows. all i know is..hmmmm ug who nos? lol. i do no

that i am sick of ppl thinking its ok to treat me like dirt and who cares abt me. thats for sure. and i am DEF sick of all the drama. haha. but that never really goes now does it?? hehe. myspace: top8= SUCKY. i want my order to go how it shuld.. but nooooo b/c sumone ie ashley gets mad b/c shes down lower then wut i am..i can't make it the realistic way. grr. serisouly. i want it by frequency of visitation/closeness. which=

brands, em, rach, kels,ASHLEY,addie,danesa,sam. b/c i am more often then not at my IDEAL top 4 then how it is now which= b,r,k,a,ad,d,s!!!! grrrr. and besides then i wuld have the spots = to there's. ie. i am 1 on b, 2 on em, 3 on rach and 4 on kels. as well as 7 on d. sooo yea. but b/c ashley has me on 2 i can't change it the way it shuld be

ug screw it. i am. she gets mad. i'll tell her that its by frequency. after all she is HARDLY EVER ON!!! so yea.

that was my venting for the day. lol tata!

so you care do ya?

Question:

ANYONE KNIOW HOW TO ADD MUSIC TO ZEE XANGA??

CUZ IF U DO..QUITE BEING A HOG AND PULEEZ GIVE UP THE WAY TO DO IT!!!

kthanxbi

<3ashley

awwwww...sad or happy?

sooo

i find out..its going to bery hard to get a puppy for my 16 birthday. i mean lyk..MY PARENTS ARE SERIOUSLY LOOKINg they really are. but u wuldn't think it wuld be soodamn hard to adopt a puppy. i mean a lot of the shelters i was looking at..$300 for a puppy. plus applications. plus at home visits by shelter volunteers. plus soo much other stuff. they are soo critical.

and lyk yea. i am pretty much disappointed rite now abt the hole puppy thing. but i saw sum ads in the paper. of course..the animals r usually gone by the end of the day..but it gives me hope that cum my b-day..i will be able to get one.

newho..so we're looking at shelters. and we saw sum cheaperish ones that were soo cute. idk. i am nervous and excited. it culd end up either way. buuut ON A MUCH HAPIER NOTe. my parents are throwing me a sweet 16!! yeaa. its gonna be a big bash at the park.and lots andlots of ppl. it will be flippin sweet!!!

OMG OMG OMG..YIPPPPEEEEE

SO I FINALLY GOT TO FREAKING RIDE...ONLY AFTER 9 FLIPPIN MONTHS!!!!

yeaaa  so myu dear abby knowing how riding deprived i have been finally got me on a horse.

let me start from beginning. as most know..i was riding a wonderous horse named coco. we showed last year and i rode like 4 times a week. horsebackriding is like my LIFE PASSION w/o it i wuld die. weell lsast year, after the fair..she went lame or in layman's terms, she wasn't walking rite. Coco kept getting worse and just never got better. To this day she is still lame. which is bad. so yea. i hae not ridden since AUGUST 9 2005.!! it was horrid.

tat wuld be another one of those reasons y i was soo depressed. for those of you who do not understnad..think of your life..and the one thing u luv the most, tat u live for..w/e it may be. now imagine ur life w/o it. u no longer have it.   well tats wut my life was like. i had not been on a horse since august 9 and had not even been next to one since the end of august. (i wuld go out and help a lady wit her horses). i was pretty much going insane. i slowly startted to give up on riding ever again. the hole riding thing, on top of everything else..got me waay down in the dumps.

but here cums my hero..abby washburn who btw has a horse of her own. well she knows how much i luv riding. and she started looking around for me. weell her mom has a friend at her work who has a bunch of horses..a few they wanna get involved in 4H...and abby and her mom

TOOK ME OUT THERE!!!  i met the nice lady and her horses..and the all famous SHOCK'N'ALL..who was literally SHOCK AND ALL. he was absolutely goregous arabian..perfect in everyway..gr8 conformation. welll newayz..they introduced me to Harmony...and just omg omg omg. she was pretty. she was FLIPPIN awesum. i rode her for lyk an hour. all my riding started cuming back to me. same for her. i mean yea..we both def got a bunch of work to do..but hey...i dont care I AM RIDING AGAIN!!! NOW all i gotta do is figure out lease and i will be set!! i dontthink ne of u have ANY IDEA of how xcited i am. its like discovering a missing piece of my life all over again !!!!